Rites of initiation

“I’m not sure why they even gave you a spot in the medical school class.  That was a waste.”

Since it’s the third Tuesday of the month, that also makes it time for Schwartz Rounds at the University of Utah. Today was a topic that ties back to my research and informs the culture that I strive for us to create in healthcare- hazing in the healthcare hierarchy.

Mistreatment is something that is real within the educational process, particularly for young physicians, because of the hierarchies that exist in healthcare.  While the language that is most often used is that of mistreatment, use of the word “hazing” paints a more dramatic but no less accurate picture of what happens when these power inequities are abused.

Overheard at the nursing station: “You must be the stupidest intern ever!” 

Hazing Is: “Any activity expected of someone joining or participating in a group that humiliates, degrades, abuses, or endangers them regardless of a person’s willingness to participate.” I’ll grant that in the healthcare context we’re not talking about making someone drink themselves into oblivion or get their pledge signature book filled, but if we embrace the idea that hazing involves disrespect, that it infringes upon personal safety (physical or emotional), and that it fails to serve the purpose of the greater organization, we can all probably think of some examples from our workplace.  And when we put those into the context of how harshly we judge fraternities, sororities, or athletic organizations that haze, we get uncomfortable quite quickly.

Most hazing behaviors in healthcare- or mistreatment if that makes you less squeamish- are a historical holdover. “Well, it happened to me and I’m a better doctor for it, so it’s okay” is a statement I’ve heard more than once from a resident or student who experienced verbal abuse from a faculty member.  While it may be true that they did learn something from a public berating, the reality is that it’s unlikely to be durable learning because it preyed on their sense of shame (unhealthy motivator) rather than a sense of guilt (healthy motivator). Until we both name it and stop excusing it- and recognizing that it is NOT harmless to our trainees’ mental health- hazing is not going to slink off into the dark where it belongs. Let me clarify my point: It is NOT okay.  End of discussion.

I’m too busy to teach you today in clinic.  Can you just go get us all some coffee?

One of the reasons that hazing happens is based upon an idea of weeding out the weak. If you work in medicine, regardless of your team role, you already know two things for sure:

  1. Medicine is hard. We all do lots of hard things every day. We don’t need to make it harder.
  2. Entering a career in medicine already has a high bar, and if someone is truly “weak” they’ve already been culled.  Yes, there are people who are a poor fit for certain specialties; the likelihood that they are weak and need to be taken out of the herd entirely is inordinately low.  It’s also not one individual person’s decision to make.

I trained in a time (pre-workhour restrictions) and in a specialty (surgery) that weren’t known for kindness. In spite of that, I can’t look back at my training and call it malignant.  I’ll confess that as a 2nd year resident I was found crying in the corner of the SICU one day, and when the pharmacist who found me in that condition asked me what was wrong my answer was simply, “I’m tired of people being mean.” I’m also certain that in the sleep-deprived state of some of my training years there were days when I was one of those mean people (and if you were on the receiving end, I am still truly sorry for that). Overall, though? I was generally treated well by people even if the system wasn’t designed around kindness.

I’m fortunate to be at a point in my life where it’s a priority to me to lead within a culture that doesn’t tolerate meanness/ mistreatment/ hazing for its own sake. The negative things that happened to me weren’t necessarily right, and it’s my responsibility to not pay them forward. We all owe kindness and respect to one another as humans who are being.

“You seem like you’re struggling right now.  Let’s find some time to talk about it so I can figure out how to best help you.”

Yes.  That’s better, isn’t it?